Do you think I lack people skills?

The down side of keeping a blog is that even though it's like an online journal, you can't talk freely about anything you'd wanna share. Coz if the information actually concerns someone you know, there will be a high possibility that they will see it. And if they do, you'll be the most hated person among your friends.

Which is why I missed keeping my personal journal. I had a lot of diaries previously. I could write up to 10 pages per day. I talked about everything, about anyone. It's actually a very good way to source your anger and tension, especially when a person really irritates you but you can't tell him straight to his face.

There was once I did a mistake of criticising someone I know in a public forum. We'd have never guessed there was a chance that he'd read it, but he did. So, for one time, I was the most hated person in class. The guy hated me, that's for sure. My friends were not happy too. They thought I'm the one who made the guy hated all of us. But the thing is, they never wanted to be friends with him anyway. And they themselves had talked worse things about him behind his back.

I wasn't even gossiping or starting a rumour. I was just telling it like it is. Honestly, part of me really wanted him to see the things I wrote, so that he realized his faults and the fact that he irritated us (fortunately, he read it. Unfortunately, he didn't realize anything except that I was being mean).

But then, this is what real friends are for, right? It's not about compliments all the time. It's the courage of telling your friend that what he/she did was wrong. It's the thought of wanting him/her to be a better person.

Most of the time I meant well, I suppose. Maybe the thing I lack is people skills.

Then again, that could not be possible because I'm really good at all those psychology stuff. When people ask me how to ask a girl out or how to tackle a girl; should they or should they not give up on a girl they like......my opinions always turned out to be the right solution. So why do I suck so much on handling my own problems? Hmm......

Alright, this is what I'll do. To those people whom I have irritated in the past, please leave a comment stating how and why I irritated you (this is only opened to people who actually knows me in person). If you do not think I'm irritating, please comment too. Thank you.

Gosh, this is so lame. I'm starting to wonder whether this entry is a good idea......