A girl can never have too many clothes?

Bought this dress in Malacca. Cost me RM 199.

I really liked it once I set my eyes on it. The only question from my mom was, "Are you ever gonna wear it??"

You know, that's a good question, Mom.

Once again, it's proven that I'm quite an irrational person who always has her head in the clouds, despite what they say about the Capricorns being the most realistic people. Honestly, I'm always buying clothes that I don't wear. Always. I'm one of those psychotic shopaholics who buy clothes merely because they look nice, but not necessarily on me. So when I finally realised that I have no shoes or earrings to match with the new clothes, they'll go straight to the bottom of my closet. Most of them are brand new. A few still with price tags on.

Gawd, I'm so sinful. Should've donated the clothes instead......Yeah, I think I shall do it as soon as possible. Coz I'm so sure it's impossible to fit a third closet in my bedroom.

But this is a different case. The dress did look good on me. And I definately have something else to go with it (since I'm not too comfortable in exposing my arms).

The vest matched so well with the dress that I bet no one will notice the two pieces were actually bought separately if I didn't tell.

The thing is, I'm not sure whether I'm attending any events that will be appropriate for me to wear that.

Anyone getting married lately??

The excuse I gave Mom was that we might have some events coming up next semester. Which was such a bad excuse. Coz hello? The two other new dresses stuffed in my closet have only been worn once. I bought the maroon one for my cousin's wedding and another pink one just to wear to the chruch on the morning of my grandpa's birthday. Both cost around RM 150.

This is another dress I bought just before I went to Nilai.

Fortunately, Mom didn't seem to remember. So I stuck to my excuse.

Someday, the Salvation Army might track me down for having one whole closet full of clothes that I don't wear (the other closet is for clothes that I actually wear) when the kids in some third world countries don't have more than banana leaves to wear.

One dress should be enough for a girl like me who don't really have the body to go with it. I don't think I deserve having so many clothes since I won't look good in any of them anyway.

I bet if I said the statement up there on TV I'll be getting an invitation to go on Oprah Winfrey Show so that Dr. Robin can analyse the self-denying mental problem I've got.

All I need is self-actualization? I don't know how a person could be self-actualized when she's less than perfect.

I'm such a perfectionist that I'm doomed.