My World Through A Sapphire Kaleidoscope

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Not a girl, not yet a woman

I don't like Britney. But I can't deny that particular song of hers does relate to every single girl on earth.

I've only realized yesterday that I'm turning 20 in less that 2 weeks. Twenty......that's like......whoa...... I think turning 20 is actually more significant than turning 21. Coz being nineteen is really the last year you could call yourself a teenager, when you can still go, "well, I learn from mistakes" for whatever it is that you've done wrong. But being twenty......I mean, there are so many things you can't do anymore. You can't wear braids. You can't cover yourself from head to toe in pink (unless you're Elle Woods, that is)......you know, all these shit. And I guess it's the time you struggle to prove yourself in order to be treated like an adult, which generally means carelessness and recklessness cannot be tolerated.

Oh God, I haven't even touched one corner of my coursework. And I haven't read a page of my textbooks during the holiday.

Guess I've just proven I'm still a kiddo. A lazy one.

11 days to go until I'm 20 years old. I shall miss being 19 for the rest of my life...

2 Comments:

Blogger Flippyski said...

I think now u know the feelings, rite? I was just like u as u said when im 20, sometimes i feel that im so happy coz im already 20 but on the other hand, i feel emptiness about it, coz after 20 there is a lot of things have to manage by myself and is the time for me to learn to be independent.
Enjoy your 20!
I felt moudinity after u mention u r turning 20 coz i almost forget im 21 next month.
Aaarhhhh, i can't believe im 21!!!!!

4:21 AM  
Blogger sApphIReGurL said...

whoa...u r turning 21. so fast...
it's not as bad as turning 20 u know. coz being 20, u have a lot of things u can't do anymore, but then there r a lot of things u STILL can't do.
21. Now that's a different situation. Suddenly, there r a lot of things u can do.
So, enjoy your 21! Hehe!

4:46 PM  

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